My disappointment

Guess what... so lol... i finally rmb my password n id for this blog... Hope i can get tune of myself and try to update my own blog again...

I am so disappointed in my own disciple Mel. I am not a good teacher as well.

I am a rather thick skin person, and will like plp to save skin for me, rather then to joke/insult me...

I train this disciple, i pin great hopes in him to take over me, and hope for him to outshine in my company... Yes, he learn things at a not bad speed, and understand fast... And when soon we get more familiar, his atitude in my eyes, changes alot, as he is no longer that humble disciple i used to know... He has his own ideas and thoughts and will like things to go according to his ways... Things that goes against his way, will groan and groan, as if i step into his tail...

I do not like this... I don't know how to quote an example for this... Cant tink of one atm...

But recently, we had our xmas change in company... Before the exchange, i always like telling plp dun buy ornaments stuffs or displays stuffs, as they are nv a good gifts. Dun buy cups as well, as they sux too...

Guess what i get from the exchange, a photo frame, and i must say i am very disappointed by the exchange gift... Photo frame to me, is also a kind of display item, therefore i dun like it... Not to mention, obviously i be telling in office saying what i get is something not nice... Since i do not know this exchange gift comes from who, i just dun care, and chat in graphics department saying i dun like it...

This photo frame, i ended up giving to my mother... My mother straight away commented giving photo frame is like meant to place in front of lorry, which means a frame for dead plp... And i joke+spreading what my moms commented back to graphic department... Guess what my disciple says, he saying i am too much and say blah blah something like i will go into hell when dead or something...

I am just saying a thoughts abt something i get and his reaction is so over-dose to curse me into hell... My face turns sour... My disciple did give me a separate gift for xmas, and it is put inside a CK Tangs shopping bag... The photo frame do also have a tear-away price label, which shows from CK Tang... Therefore i am suspiciously saying that photo frame comes from my disciple, which he deny telling me which exhcnage gifts is his... If that photo frame comes from him, it is obvious telling where he is cursing when i commented i dun like the frame... However to curse me just becoz of my thoughts, is kinda low EQ in himself...

It had been more den one times that i highlighted to him that our friendship had turned stranger... You treated me good, u respect me, i will sure do the same good back to you... But here and den you always bad-speak of me in front of others, and start or join others to say some grandmother stories of me, i HATE that very much, not to mention i will start drifting you far, and turn our friendship sux...

I must admit i dun had a good record in company, as when comes to work, my colleague-ship sux... But since he is my disciple, no matter how bad i treat others, i will still treat you good, but if bad-mouthing is the kind of returns i get from this disciple, i dun mind always to go back solo-working...

It is always fine to me to do back solo-working...

I always stay at new factory, and when lunch comes, my disciple will call me out for lunch... He nv his the habit to wait and dislike waiting... When the situation is opposite, i dun mind waiting for him for dinner or something, but if in his case, he nv likes to wait, which agitate me very much...

Not to mention, sometimes he can went out to lunch with the rest of colleague, and forget abt me... When reaching the place, den he will rmb me, and call me telling me the place for lunch... I scolded back for this thing, coz no point you always alert me your lunch so late, and by the time i reach everyone has finish their lunch, and sit around the table looking at me eating...

I must say, my friendship with this disciple is going into thinless, and i am not going, for the third time to rmb him abt his low EQ... I am just going to let things goes natural, and by the time i left this company, we had become stranger by the time, it is painful but fine to me to break contacts with him anymore...